Another day

I felt terrible this morning. Woke up late. Arrived as usual to work. First thing,uncle came up to me asked "are you mad at me?" and I said, "no,of course not".
Then later he asked me what did my supervisor said to me.And I just told him some of it. I am a talkative person but today I think it's the first time I felt like not to open my mouth eventhough I have so much to say. I think I need to talk less. Be less friendly. Don't talk unless it's something important. Don't go anywhere it's somewhere I need to go. Don't do things unless I need to do it. I need to act dumb. Be stupid. I'm just gonna act like a retarded after this. I'm the type of person where when you say A, I'll follow A.But at the same time, I like to take my own initiative to improve on something. But I guess I have to change all that after this. That's not how the world works. People won't stop cursing, talking,saying bad things about you till the day you die. And how much good deeds you have done, once you do something awful,all of the efforts before will be forgotten. In conclusion, I don't have to be a good person, friendly, hardworking, perfectionist etc. Just be stupid,dumb whatever you call it. And I guarantee no one will care whatever thing you do.
Went to celcom this afternoon to change my simcard. But once they checked my account, they said my number has been terminated. I got kinda upset. I like my number so much. It's very easy for everyone to memorise. To sum it all up, I hate celcom. Not just because terminating my number, but also for their terrible service on broadband. I call it celcom bullshit.The connection is friggin' slow. There's only one thing that will always be fast, on time. THE BILL.

Later after that, I went to KFC for lunch. Alone. Yeah that's me. I like to do things alone. True what uncle told me. He said I'm independent and he asked me whether I have planned to be out of my house once I've graduated?Yes, it's kinda true.LOLLL!!But not that I wanna stay in a different house from my family. I just wanna be far far away from Malaysia. I wanna have a new life somewhere else.Doing something I love and live my dreams. Yeah yeah right.
I dream too much and what I do?nothing.Just go to the celcom building and jump off..hahaha.whatever