Wednesday, January 6, 2010
Sunday, January 3, 2010
Happy new year 2010~!
First of all,happy new year everyone!New year's resolution,lose weight lose weight and lose weight!and make sure I graduate this year.haha
I am running out of time.I need to finish reading all the journals and at least complete 1 chapter to be sent to my supervisor.I have 4 days left and yes I am turning crazy.Sometimes I think I could just commit suicide but my life is more precious and why should I feel stressed over something that everyone has to go through?
This year I need to make sure I achieve what I WANT TO DO, which is..only known by my cousin.haha!
and this 'thing' is making me crazy too.
I keet thinking to slap on the face whenever I think about 'it',so that I'll just forget bout my dream..but my will and passion towards it will never vanish.Is this a sign from God?He wants me to go for it?I want to work hard to get it.But at the same time,I don't want to ruin my life.I keep praying asking him can I go for this dream?If yes,please give me strength and will to carry on.If not, please make me totally forget about it and let me have a better life.
Life is too depressing because I keep thinking and wanting things that are tooooo impossible.Anyhow,I will always remember Adidas's tagline~impossible is nothing.
When I get to achieve my dream,I'll let you know bout it =)
I am running out of time.I need to finish reading all the journals and at least complete 1 chapter to be sent to my supervisor.I have 4 days left and yes I am turning crazy.Sometimes I think I could just commit suicide but my life is more precious and why should I feel stressed over something that everyone has to go through?
This year I need to make sure I achieve what I WANT TO DO, which is..only known by my cousin.haha!
and this 'thing' is making me crazy too.
I keet thinking to slap on the face whenever I think about 'it',so that I'll just forget bout my dream..but my will and passion towards it will never vanish.Is this a sign from God?He wants me to go for it?I want to work hard to get it.But at the same time,I don't want to ruin my life.I keep praying asking him can I go for this dream?If yes,please give me strength and will to carry on.If not, please make me totally forget about it and let me have a better life.
Life is too depressing because I keep thinking and wanting things that are tooooo impossible.Anyhow,I will always remember Adidas's tagline~impossible is nothing.
When I get to achieve my dream,I'll let you know bout it =)
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
afraid!afraid!afraid!
I can't stop thinking bout my trip to Korea next week.I am afraid.Afraid of traveling alone.Afraid of the Koreans.Afraid of the University students.
I am afraid because I am fat. And Koreans are extremely skinny and that's stressful to me.Like,when I go there, I'll be a giant,I know.I'm afraid of how I look.They are pretty (well that goes majority to their artist).I mean the skin.I am dark ( shoot..tanned from GC trip -_-) I am fat and weird-looking? I think..I will definitely catch all of the students' attention?haha!perasan glamour!
On the bright side, I'll just act friendly, be nice to everyone.I hope I can converse well in Korean with them.I need to study hard before going.
But the main thing I'm trying to say is that,I am afraid to go there because I am fat.I am afraid to wear all of my sisters' clothes that will expose all my fats -_- seriously I hate being fat.I need to start my diet regime like Jenny.Once I'm back from Korea,I need to start dieting.I started last week.I just ate an apple for breakfast and dinner and just some juice for lunch for a week.and when I got home,when I eat,my stomach hurts.It's like the body is not accepting food anymore.I stopped.Stopped doing that now because I'm afraid I'll fall sick in Korea and I don't want that.
Afraid..afraid..I am afraid to myself -_-
I am afraid because I am fat. And Koreans are extremely skinny and that's stressful to me.Like,when I go there, I'll be a giant,I know.I'm afraid of how I look.They are pretty (well that goes majority to their artist).I mean the skin.I am dark ( shoot..tanned from GC trip -_-) I am fat and weird-looking? I think..I will definitely catch all of the students' attention?haha!perasan glamour!
On the bright side, I'll just act friendly, be nice to everyone.I hope I can converse well in Korean with them.I need to study hard before going.
But the main thing I'm trying to say is that,I am afraid to go there because I am fat.I am afraid to wear all of my sisters' clothes that will expose all my fats -_- seriously I hate being fat.I need to start my diet regime like Jenny.Once I'm back from Korea,I need to start dieting.I started last week.I just ate an apple for breakfast and dinner and just some juice for lunch for a week.and when I got home,when I eat,my stomach hurts.It's like the body is not accepting food anymore.I stopped.Stopped doing that now because I'm afraid I'll fall sick in Korea and I don't want that.
Afraid..afraid..I am afraid to myself -_-
Monday, December 28, 2009
2010 revolution
New semester has started.Today is my second week of lecture.I have two more weeks before going to Korea.I feel like a zombie except for I eat everyday.*my english sucks*sorry -_-
But I want to change.I WILL CHANGE!
Starting tomorrow.I need to force myself.
These are the things I need to instill in this semester @ final semester:
1.Rise early(6am)
2.Sleep around 12-1am
3.Start reading and search more for journals.
4.Start doing research and start thinking of what to write.
5.Go to library or lab after class.Going back to hostel is prohibited.I know I will only eat,sleep and play play play!
6.Exercise!Go for morning walk at 7am
7.Stop eating 라면.I eat this 'thing' for like 4 packets per week?I know I'm killing myself.My friend said I'm eating poison.
8.Do revision everyday.
9.Start speaking Korean.Being in a Level 4 class,I need to speak more and read more!Started Level 4 today.It was awesome.The lecturer was really funny.We laughed so much.He asked me something and I answered something which makes the whole class burst into laughter.I was happy for being able to make them laugh.haha!Again,this class will be my favourite subject for this semester.
10.Make sure to follow all 9 rules XD
you know what,I have only 5 months left.Time flies.Yesterday I was that fool 1st year student who's afraid of dealing with the office staff from my department.Now,I don't care!e!e!e!e!XD
Envy is a waste of time.I have everything I need..
But I want to change.I WILL CHANGE!
Starting tomorrow.I need to force myself.
These are the things I need to instill in this semester @ final semester:
1.Rise early(6am)
2.Sleep around 12-1am
3.Start reading and search more for journals.
4.Start doing research and start thinking of what to write.
5.Go to library or lab after class.Going back to hostel is prohibited.I know I will only eat,sleep and play play play!
6.Exercise!Go for morning walk at 7am
7.Stop eating 라면.I eat this 'thing' for like 4 packets per week?I know I'm killing myself.My friend said I'm eating poison.
8.Do revision everyday.
9.Start speaking Korean.Being in a Level 4 class,I need to speak more and read more!Started Level 4 today.It was awesome.The lecturer was really funny.We laughed so much.He asked me something and I answered something which makes the whole class burst into laughter.I was happy for being able to make them laugh.haha!Again,this class will be my favourite subject for this semester.
10.Make sure to follow all 9 rules XD
you know what,I have only 5 months left.Time flies.Yesterday I was that fool 1st year student who's afraid of dealing with the office staff from my department.Now,I don't care!e!e!e!e!XD
Envy is a waste of time.I have everything I need..
Monday, December 21, 2009
almost there
There will be no Part 2 for the pictures.I am too lazy to put them up. Plus I am not in the mood for it.I have so many things to think of.I need to start writing my thesis.I need to stop surfing for the unnecessary stuff.I need to study.I need to just bear for only 5 months,and I'll be free!Do whatever I want!
And I'll be going to Korea in less than 3 weeks.
Frankly speaking, I am scared to go there.ALONE
well not alone.I'll be going with another student.But the whole process will require only the two of us to move from Incheon to Gwangju.My Korean sucks and ok I admit,I am panicked!
I wanted this so much and now why whine?
And I'll be going to Korea in less than 3 weeks.
Frankly speaking, I am scared to go there.ALONE
well not alone.I'll be going with another student.But the whole process will require only the two of us to move from Incheon to Gwangju.My Korean sucks and ok I admit,I am panicked!
I wanted this so much and now why whine?
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
Gold Coast,Australia_Part 1
I am back!Australia was fantastic!I went to Gold Coast with my family.
It was very hot.I guess it was hotter than Malaysia,but thank god it was windy.So we didn't feel so bad.Headed to the down under on the Dec 4th, arrived in the morning the next day.Back to Malaysia by 12th.
We went to Sea World,Movie World,Wet 'n' Wild Water World,Dreamworld.And with that my skin has turned really tanned.hoooo!
Went to Harbourtown for shopping but didn't buy anything but a t-shirt and souvenirs. Thought of going to shops after a long day at the theme parks,but guess what?all the shops close at 5.hah!It's like a dead city except for Surfers Paradise where you can still see people running partying even it's past 5.The only place we find food for dinner.Luckily we found a Malaysian restaurant.So, we went there for like 3 times.
Australia is exactly like New Zealand.I have been to NZ in 2004.The shops close at 5 too.*the way I write is so boring* I think just let the pictures do the talking =)
Last two pictures are the view from my room.We stayed at Sea World Resort.The others are all at Sea World.We just need to take the monorail from the hotel to get there.
It was very hot.I guess it was hotter than Malaysia,but thank god it was windy.So we didn't feel so bad.Headed to the down under on the Dec 4th, arrived in the morning the next day.Back to Malaysia by 12th.
We went to Sea World,Movie World,Wet 'n' Wild Water World,Dreamworld.And with that my skin has turned really tanned.hoooo!
Went to Harbourtown for shopping but didn't buy anything but a t-shirt and souvenirs. Thought of going to shops after a long day at the theme parks,but guess what?all the shops close at 5.hah!It's like a dead city except for Surfers Paradise where you can still see people running partying even it's past 5.The only place we find food for dinner.Luckily we found a Malaysian restaurant.So, we went there for like 3 times.
Australia is exactly like New Zealand.I have been to NZ in 2004.The shops close at 5 too.*the way I write is so boring* I think just let the pictures do the talking =)
Last two pictures are the view from my room.We stayed at Sea World Resort.The others are all at Sea World.We just need to take the monorail from the hotel to get there.
Thursday, December 3, 2009
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