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This may be the 100th post about what I am goin to say..

I have made some thinking..
I have been feeling useless and terrible..feeling like commiting suicide etc.
But when I think back, I need to only to go through this hell for only until May.
I tell myself I can get through this.It is not going to be easy.
But I need to.I need to be strong.
Shalyn, just bear for about 3 months.Then I'll be free.
That time I will do whatever thing I 'need' to do to get where I want to be in life.
At the moment, I need to just focus on my studies.
Yes.
I will not be defeated this time!
I know I can do it!