here here still here

I am still here.
I should be happy doing nothing at home.
This is what I have always wanted when I was in hostel,right?
So, stop whining.
I need to start searching for a job..
Or grab the offer from my lecturer..and enjoy sleeping and eating before I go..
But my heart still can't decide.
Or even if it has, maybe the offer has already gone.hah!
......