Tuesday, May 25, 2010

baby is on the way

Baby is on the way!
I went to IKANO with my father this morning.
It will be delivered earliest by this Thursday.Hoho.
I will put up the photo of it and a photo of my room that my father and I have been renovating for 1 week.haha. Well we did nothing much, just painted the wall, fixed the floor.

Damn it's very hot now.

Saturday, May 22, 2010

I am mad

All I wanted to do was to get to know some people and chill myself out.
and what I get was a criticism.

So, I better shut my mouth up and wait.
I won't talk to you unless you ask me something.

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

here here still here

I am still here.
I should be happy doing nothing at home.
This is what I have always wanted when I was in hostel,right?
So, stop whining.
I need to start searching for a job..
Or grab the offer from my lecturer..and enjoy sleeping and eating before I go..
But my heart still can't decide.
Or even if it has, maybe the offer has already gone.hah!
......

Friday, May 7, 2010

think think!

Lina unnie and Denise,
thank you for the response.
No, I am not that great, not an excellent student.
I was not born smart, I just work hard to whatever thing I want.
Seriously I am not a genius or something.
Heeeeeeee~

Regarding the offer:
My mother said it's up to me.
My father didn't say yes, he didn't say no. He just said when he was young he was offered to study in China to study Chinese but at the same time he was offered a job, so he took the job.I think he just wants me to start working.

And yesterday my supervisor didn't say anything since she was busy talking on the phone while checking my corrected thesis.

Tomorrow I'll be seeing her again to submit my thesis and I will be free!^^
Yeeha!

I want to grab that opportunity to study in Korea.
But I know it's going to be really tough.
It's Korea. People work really hard. Harder than the Malaysians of course. I heard from a senior that you can't go back before your Professor, and the Professors usually go home at late night.hahahahaha.Ok well, it's not about going home early or what, it's about me whether I can take it or not.
Plus, if I go there, I'll be doing chemistry as well. It's going to be very hard.
I am half way to crazy even when doing my degree, then how about a higher level in chemistry?haha
I don't think I deserve this.

But if I really going to work extra hard and be strong and be independent enough to go there and study chemistry, then that will be good.

If I have another friend going with me then I think that's better.

I told my sister about it and she said 'I bet if the offer is about mastering korean language, i am sure you'll take it'
Yes, she is 100% correct.I am interested to learn and improve more on my Korean.If I have the chance to go there to study Korean, I will definitely grab that chance.

Lina언니 and Denise, I wanted to chat with all of you,but I couldn't sign in using my msn.

-_-

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

Life is like a dream now

So many good things happened lately.
I am lucky.
On saturday, when I almost turned crazy preparing for my presentation, an old friend called and invited me to her party.I had the chance to meet my old friends, we laughed, great food and we had a great time together.

On Monday, presentation was scary, but I managed to pull it off well I guess. There were questions where I can answer and there were questions where I couldn't give an answer and I just said 'Professor, I don't know'.haha.His answer was:'Ok,at least u say u don't know. I like honest people.'Then he started explaining.Ok. I was really happy at that moment.Overall, the presentation was not bad.

Monday, that night..we 6 of us including my Professor@supervisor had dinner at the San Francisco's. We had a wonderful time!We gossiped,we laughed,we stalked!
We were talking about traveling and my supervisor asked me:
SV:have u been to Japan?
S:no, but i have been to Korea.haha
SV:which part?
S:Gwangju.
SV:oh!Gwangju?!u went to GIST?
S:no no.I went to HU.Had a camp.Language camp..oh yeah gwangju.GIST,prof Kim right?
SV:yes!and...S, do want to do masters in Korea?at GIST..Prof Kim asked me to send a student..
S:err..study there?wow!ohhh!wow!
Student 1:oh!!korea!
Student 2:omg!go!go!go there!grab the chance.it doesn't come everyday.
Student 3:wowww..bestnya..
Student 4:....
Sv:ha..so?u want it?I can write him an email.I can write to him a recommendation letter for u.I am sure u can get it if I do that.
S:er..well..I have to think about it first..
SV:ala...just go for it..they have a realllly nice lab!i wish I can go work over there. They will pay for everything except for your plane ticket.I am sure your parents can afford that.
S:aha..since I already have the basic knowledge in Korean language..maybe..
SV:oh don't worry!everything is being conducted in English!You can find many foreigners there..ok..so..?
S:ah..i don't think i want to do masters..i..i..i need to discuss with my parents first..
SV:okay..tell your parents about it..
S:yes yes..I will..

On Tuesday, we had a meeting again in my sv's room.She told us to correct our thesis,and suddenly praising me for my thesis..asking everyone to do their thesis like mine..telling me I did a good job.*kinda scared of other students actually* I told myself.."am i dreaming?'O____o and at the end of the conversation she asked me..
SV:have you told your parents?
S:ah..yes..I have told my mum..
SV:so, what did she say?
S:she asked me when I have done with my studies,when I return back to Malaysia,what shall I work as?where shall I work at?haha
SV:work at the embassy.:)

I don't know whether she's joking or not. I couldn't tell.
Well in fact, working in Malaysian Embassy in Korea is one of my targets.haha XD

Now, I am home!!:)But I will go back to ukm to meet again with my sv to show her my corrected version thesis.I hope she won't ask me again about 'it'.

At home later..
Dad:try and search casio on ebay..
S:i want this one*showing him Kurzweil*But I can't find any in Malaysia.*Searched for casio model cdp 200 and showed dad*Or this one is okay.I have read the reviews on it.I saw this keyboard in midvalley.But we go try and search in tropicana first..It's around 2800..
Dad:ok..when your thesis is done, we go and buy it.
S: :)

OK.I feel kinda weird when everything good happened everyday.XD I am happy!
I feel like I am dreaming.
XD