Monday, June 21, 2010

over protective

Do I have to tell you where I wanna work?
Do you have to wait for me when I say I don't wanna follow?
I'm 22 and you treat me as if I am 10 years old.
Can't you just give me some space?
I need time for myself too. When I say I wanna go out, it doesn't mean I have a bf and I'm going out with him or I'm going clubbing or something. I always go out alone if you need to know. I watch movies alone, I go buy things alone. That's me. And I love that.
I love being at home but being at home for a month without going out is making me crazy.
Yes I love being at home watching tv.
I would rather stay at home than going out with not-so-close-friends.
There's just so many things I wanna say but I don't know how to express myself and I need to go now.

Goodbye world

Saturday, June 19, 2010

She, was the luckiest girl alive..but now..

She was accused of stealing and other things..
But seriously I think she's innocent.
But why did the Sultan divorced her if she's innocent in the first place,right?

I felt really sorry for her..
Everyone should stay quiet if they don't know the truth. Stop making false statements.
I am not on anyone's side.

Only God knows the truth

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

I am not going

Yes,
I am not going to Korea.
I have made the decision.
It was hard for me to click on the send button on fb.
I hope she reads it tomorrow.
I am sorry Professor for letting you down.

My main reason:
I don't believe in myself

Friday, June 11, 2010

Baby's broken leg.


This baby-my 12-day-old baby.. and someone just broke the bench.
God knows how mad I was just now.But I'm kinda cool now.
FYI, when my things don't go how I want it to be or something bad happens to MY THINGS I'll turned crazy. It's like the whole world just collapsed in front of my eyes.

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

baby is on the way

Baby is on the way!
I went to IKANO with my father this morning.
It will be delivered earliest by this Thursday.Hoho.
I will put up the photo of it and a photo of my room that my father and I have been renovating for 1 week.haha. Well we did nothing much, just painted the wall, fixed the floor.

Damn it's very hot now.

Saturday, May 22, 2010

I am mad

All I wanted to do was to get to know some people and chill myself out.
and what I get was a criticism.

So, I better shut my mouth up and wait.
I won't talk to you unless you ask me something.

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

here here still here

I am still here.
I should be happy doing nothing at home.
This is what I have always wanted when I was in hostel,right?
So, stop whining.
I need to start searching for a job..
Or grab the offer from my lecturer..and enjoy sleeping and eating before I go..
But my heart still can't decide.
Or even if it has, maybe the offer has already gone.hah!
......