still..no good news XD

Dream what you want to dream;/ Go where you want to go;/ Be what you want to be,/ Because you have only one life/ And one chance to do all the things/ You want to do./ May you have enough happiness to make you sweet,/ Enough trials to make you strong,/ Enough sorrow to keep you human and/ Enough hope to make you happy./ The happiest of people don't necessarily/ Have the best of everything;/ They just make the most of/ Everything that comes along their way./ The brightest future will always/ Be based on a forgotten past;/ You can't go forward in life until/ You let go of your past failures and heartaches./ When you were born, you were crying/ And everyone around you was smiling/ Live your life so at the end/ You're the one who is smiling and everyone/ Around you is crying. - Anonymous

Start now!

OMG.What am I doing?Ever since I arrived I just slept,non-stop of net-surfing.I haven't gone for jogging,I haven't gone to the library for research.I promised myself to quickly complete my project and I can go home happily every weekend.Gosh I need to force myself.I gotta be strict to myself.I need to stop eating cookies!And start eating healthily.I wanna go home this Friday.I don't care.Maybe I need to make a condition.If I wanna go home for the weekend,I need to make sure I complete my Chapter 1 of the report.OK.I take this challenge!I hope the next post is going to be about me done with chapter 1.LOL

I hate this place

I still can't accept the fact that I'm going to stay here for the whole semester break to complete my final year project.

A date to remember

I had a healthy diet starting last Sunday till yesterday.LOL
I exercised,I ate oats,fruits and drink plenty of water.This is my dinner.I never knew it tastes so good with banana!^^





My lunch:Never knew crackers taste so goooooooood with tuna!LOL!

On days when I managed to wake up early, I go for the 8km walk.But if I didn't wake up,I just make some lil exercise in my tiny room.So that I get to actually burn some calories =)

Today,I had chicken chop for lunch.It was fattening and yeah but that's ok.You gotta indulge yourself once in a while.Plus it was my lecturer's treat =) We gave her a birthday surprise this afternoon.The cake was great and yeah we had some fantastic conversation during lunch!It's a day to remember I say!

Exam's over!I need to get my fingers back on my lil keys ^^

The outing

Just got back from Kajang.Went out to buy some groceries XD I should't hae bought anything coz exam will be over this Wednesday and I'll go home after that.But I think if I don't go buy the 'healthy meal', I will definitely eat rice from cafe which is fattening.Yes.Haha.Now I'm fussy XD I bought apples,bananas,wholegrained bread,tuna,green tea.I took 1 bag of junk food and after thinking for quite a while, I put it back.Haha.I have to be strong this time.I want to be like Jenny!If she can do it,I can do it!^^

So I went out at 10.45am and arrived back to hostel at 1.45pm. I just went to the drug store,buy some groceries,ate branch, went to Speedy and I almost speechless when I saw this one cd.




While waiting for the bus.This is my hostel.It's opposite the bus stop.



I ate at Kyros Kebab.And my table was facing this cute stall.Oh I had branch near the animals' cages?O ok O______o

Went to Speedy and I saw this :



I wanted it but at the same time I don't want it.I think my interest towards them is starting to vanish.I mean by being obsessed towards them but I still love their songs. Yes. I am now a 2PM fan.Kinda. I guess the lawsuit thingy had turned me off especially when the 리더과 막내 said they're on the SM's side..Yeah of course the have to say that.No,they NEED to say that.Definitely that's what the SM lawyers want them to say to cover things up.Whatever. I'm not going to go deep in that.Whatever it is,my family doesn't have to worry anymore for me being obsessed with them.Yeah. But the love for music never stops growing in me =)

Alright,last picture for the day. While was waiting for the bus.Just being random =)



I did some thinking while on the bus and oh I want to say that, afraid to be alone is actually being afraid to grow up and be independent. In my case, I love to be alone.So, does that mean I want to grow up and be independent?and be alone by myself until the day I die?No, at the moment, I love being alone and do things on my own, being independent is the best thing for me right now. I have 1 more semester to complete and start seeking for a job. That time being alone is not something that I search for.It's time for me to find someone.
FYI, I have never had a BF before.*can't believe I say it here*Just millions of crushes ^^HAHA.Just Ripley's believe it or not people.Yes I am not lying. It's great or I just sound pathetic? But hey I am happy for being single for the past 21 years and still am. Sometimes I do feel lonely. I believe I have changed from a cheerful and never think about life too much into someone who is always think about the past too much and keep comparing things I don't have with people. Seriously. I know what made me into this.I was influenced by people around me, by friends.I am a person who is easily influenced.No kidding. I need to get away from negative thinking people and start living on my own.

Yesterday was like a s***.Today is heaven

Yesterday's paper was a total s***.But I'm not going to keep thinking bout it.

I have 5 days gap until my last paper.That's why I'm now watching drama,movies like there's no tomorrow.hah!
Hey i guess I only write about exam exam and more exams and stress here or maybe when I'm feeling sad or something.I should get some ideas on what to write about next!
But actually I just want to write,say random things, you know like, 'oh today I stepped on cat's shit', 'yesterday I saw Paris picked her nose in the toilet' or 'gosh I lost my pencil'. I know they sound lame but I can't help it XD. Well that's just a plan.But what I know for sure is, I'm going to write whatever thing that comes across my mind or what I feel at the moment or whatever thing I feel like writing about.

I'm done watching Lipstick Jungle.Both seasons.I love Victory.Her clothes,her body.Her everything XD.
Alright,I'm going to go watch some more movies ^^
ciao.

my mind is like milkshake

I was about to feel nothing about my organic paper until I found these people wrote all sorts of negative feedback on it. I was confused,upset, and didn't know how to react.And at the same time, I feel annoyed by 'something' at the hostel.Just ignore the feelings and carry on with the revision for tomorrow's exam.



Picture of the day ^^
the two things I can't live without ^_^

organic's done!

My organic exam just ended 35 minutes ago.I felt nothing.Did I manage to answer the Qs?Or I manage to remember all the synthesis?

I don't know.I just don't want to think about it.All I want to do now is SLEEP!The next paper is Kinetics on Thursday.So,this evening I have to star studying.But first,sleep!






I feel like posting a picture up here.haha.*don't have any idea*
I captured this using my SE phone on my journey back from Kelantan to KL during last raya.I think it's nice and decided to upload it.=) I captured tonnes of it but they all look kinda the same so..1 is enough i guess =)

Life is short

Life is short.I always tell myself to stop worrying,stop feeling sad.Be happy!Life's too short so there's no time to feel sad or something like that.Just try, or do whatever you want to do now.Cause opportunities don't come easily.
I will try to be positive.ALWAYS.
I want to be happy even for small things.
I want to make people happy but will I endup being happy too?

I have 3 more exams.The next one is on Tuesday.I just hope I have enough time to study, and be able to memorize all the important points.I am a very very VERY forgetful person.I guess it's the consequence of dealing with lotsa chemicals.
haha.I hope that's not true
XD