friends

As I move on, I can see that I'm starting to lose my friends.
Sometimes I feel nothing. Sometimes I feel empty.
Friends are everything to me.That was what I used to think. But now, I have to find something else so that being alone without friends is just fun!or more fun.
Now, I need to go and deactivate my fb.

Thank you, everyone!

Frankly speaking..
it was a wonderful experience..
Really..I had a great time..
and for today..I really thank all of you..
Thank you for everything..from the wishes to the flowers and presents..
I will cherish every moment..
Thank you
Thank you
thank you!!
I will remember that and will always be thankful for that.
I heart all of you!!

The End

This blog is almost dead.
Maybe I should just cancel this account soon.

life is dull

As life is getting duller and duller now I think it's time for me to find a new hobby. Well it's not that I have plenty of time to spend for my hobby but just a way to relieve the tense I get from work. Plus my friends are starting to extinct(purposely use this word). Is it me who does not bother to keep in contact or is it them who just don't care to reply my messages? Who cares, right?As long as I work my butt off best and get my paycheck at the end of the day. No doubt shopping is the best therapy. Getting to spend your hard earned money after spending endless hours stressing over work, interacting with psychotic customers and aching body parts magnificently soothes it all.

Lately I have been looking at apple website. I want an ipod, and I will buy it in December.haha. I know it's the end of the year..yeah I am saving my money for all the things I want..I want a camera as well..what else? A new phone, maybe.ahah!

It's my day off and *&^% I'm just staying at home. What an excellent way of enjoying my day off.yay!

Crazy by now

I must be crazy by now.
It's 2 am and I'll be working tomorrow.
But I'm still here, searching for promo flight tickets. I must be crazy.crazy crazy.
When can I start traveling around the world without worrying about anything else?!
hahahahaha.crazy crazy..
I have been looking for places to visit, cheap place to stay in Korea, ipod, handphone reviews, pictures past few days.
But I guess OUR plan to Korea will be canceled because of what happened 2 days ago.
Well, I am still cool about it if you wanna cancel it^^

The first big mistake

Hi everyone.
Sorry for not updating. Busy busy busy..
I have just applied to be a full timer now, my probation started yesterday..and yes, I had an interview with the BosseS.
Because of that interview with the bosses..after that 'talk' and that 'agreement' we made,the 'wonderful' interview I had, 'something not right' started to happen ..I know it was my fault..
I made one of the staff cry. GREAT.
Now I'll feel gulity for the rest of my life. Every time (has been 2 days now) people talk to her, she WILL definitely cry. So what should I do?
I say nothing except for feeling sorry for her.
and...I shall continue keep quiet before I say something that will hurt her even more.

I didn't know it will turn this way. If I had known earlier, I swear I won't do it in the first place.



I hope she'll get the thing she's hoping for soon.
I am sorry

Goodbye,uncle

He will now stop asking me what I'm doing now,
He will now stop what I want to be, what my dreams are,
No more of motivation words coming from him, because starting today we will not be seeing each other anymore.

3 months ago we had a great time together and 24 hours ago you left us all here.
It's very sudden.
I am still in shocked.
All I can say is, I am going to miss you.
Yes I am going to miss you.Really.
Thank you for all the advice and support you've given us.
You will always be in our hearts, uncle.


*Semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat dan ditempatkan bersama orang-orang yang beriman.AMIN*